as always, u were the first thought in my head this morning when i woke and always the last thought in my mind when i eventually fall asleep. so not right that you are not here with us, sharing all of life's ups and downs, as per usual. it helps to know that you are watching over me but that doesnt always ease the pains at all. you should be here, with us, your family and friends. you are so missed it hurts so bad. more and more i keep hearing your laughter in my head and its like you are standing directly beside me, skinning teeth over my left shoulder. we all felt you with us on that sunday when your nephew was performing and it was ever so tangible, it was bitter-sweet. your presence that night was so strong it made us all smile despite feeling sad inside. you may be gone in body but i thank jah your spirit still watches over us and sensing your unique presence brings some comfort but cant help wishing you were still here. rest in peace darling Bro. you are still the best. love you lots and missing so much, words can never express just how much. love you heaps. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx