so another day coming to a close and it was rough, to be totally honest, Bro. thought i could handle it ok but was just kidding myself i think. laid some flowers for you at the local cemetery and lit some candles for you today, as i spoke to you for ages. then i visited your daughter, becky and gave all your girls and tina some flowers, just to let them know i was thinking of them all, especially today. gave mum and dad some flowers too. know they feeling down today also. could see the hurt and despair in becky's eyes and wanted to stay longer and spend time with her, but was feeling so down and horrid myself, i didnt want to put my feelings onto her, bless her. but was glad i saw her today, even for a short while. received some beautiful messages from family and friends today. every1 missing you so much, but you are in everyone's thoughts, as usual. rest in peace, my bro, my friend, my confidante and soulmate. love you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx