I dont know who says that with each passing year the grief get better. That aint the case for me, Bro. The pain still sharp and I still get flashes of anger in missing you, Bro. Was just with Peter just now and he misses you bad too. He still cannot believe its been three years. Like he was saying, it seems just like yesterday, Bro. Same goes with darling Keisha. It will be one year on Sunday 10th April 2011. Madness. Just cant get my head around it sometimes. Miss chatting to Keisha on the computer late at night when she would crack me up with her anecdotes and philosophies on life in general. The girl was unique and so missed by everyone. Cant even begin to imagine how Viv and Earl feeling and coping as they do. So much admiration for them Bro, their courage and dignity and strength. Same goes for our Mum and Dad, Bro. But what can we all do? We gotta keep putting one foot in front of the other and get thru the days, no matter how hard. Miss you Bro. Keep watching me and all of us ok?. Love you tons. xxxxxxxx