maureen 5th December 2009

Hi Bro..was feeling a bit down earlier today, thinking about you, until I started to think about and recall all the childish fun we had as kids and then as adults. Miss you so much, Bro, but trying so hard to live each day to it's fullest for myself, my kids and in honour of you. You were taken away so early and suddenly and I still experience pangs of anger or frustration that you are not here. Yet another Christmas approaching without you, which has never been easy since you left us. We all try our best to smile and feel happy and to some extent we do, but you are always in our thoughts and there is always that huge gaping hole where you should be standing or sitting next to one or all of us. Your presence I feel on a daily basis and I still thank you for that to know that you are still watching over me and my precious ones. Keep the Angels smiling, Alvin, cos Heaven HAS to be a brighter and more joyous place since they called you to join them. I miss and love you and always will. All of my love. Your sister, Maureen. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx