hey, Bro. been bawling all night long. was listening to some classical old time tunes, and every song just took me back to our childhood, to when we were growing up and then to when we became young adults and finally had our own children....i just couldnt stop crying, bro. so many memories of you, us, our sisters, your first love, tina and your children,....jason, robert, carla, becki and donna...and my two precious babies, vanessa and jamahl. it was like seeing them growing up all over again...my tears felt hot and searing down my face but i just couldnt stop myself from crying and crying.....xxxxxx reminiscing about you with mum and tina brought everything back so clearly...it was great talking about you still, but boy, later on, did it hit me hard...again...missing you like nothing on earth.....xxxxxxx